In life, sometimes we cannot be so selfish and only aware bout our own feelings. There were several reminder for us which comes in videos or words and etc. maybe we will feel touch after watching "touching videos" but after some time, do we even learn from it? hmm...

Lessons in life comes and go. Like recently a friend passed away, it shows that life can be very unexpected and things happen just so sudden. So, appreciate things that God have given us. Things that God have blessed us with, such as great and loving parents, and other love ones, friends, people by our side and etc. Care bout their feelings too as they too are living beings.

Saw several videos and want to share them as they're really inspiring and touching. This video has been shared in facebook numerous times. just thought of sharing it here too :)



Got this quote while i was google searching:

"You've gotta' dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth."
(And speak from the heart to be heard.)
-William W. Purkey

It caught my attention to be very meaningful. Let me share out my own opinion on the meaning to each line (well of course a quote has various meanings at times and could be deeper than just what you or i may think),
1st, you've gotta dance like there's nobody watching is like things you do, do it with your all own heart without being so self concious and thinking bout others. like this you can work more enthusiastically and more happily.
2nd, love like you'll never be hurt is like sometimes when we get hurt, we are more afraid to love more deeply as in we tend to look narrowly on others and judging others at times thinking that things might go wrong. not only towards our love ones, towards friends and people that we are not so close as well. love is pure, do not contaminate it which our pride and prejudice.
3rd, sing like there's nobody listening is like almost or mostly the same as the first line, but what comes out from our mouth is different from our actions.
4th, and live like it's heaven on earth meaning that, in heaven it's a joyful place full of happiness, everyone is nice to each other (i know i have not go up to see heaven before, but its a holy place and basically everyone knows bout how people will be different there compared to where we are here) so we should treat everyone nice here too and make it a land filled with love without pouring much sorrowfulness on earth. (well of course we can't totally treat earth like heaven-that's why-live like..) "Bear fruits". :)


There's also much for me to learn and change. Hope i am a better person already. haha. ^^



Also recently there are lots of happenings in our surroundings and on the whole world too (others as well). So we must always remember and put God first in our hearts. :)
Another video which i saw also from facebook and wanted to share.

Hello my 'last-august 4th-updated-blog'. haha. i'm just always like pretty much lazy to update cos usually there's too much little happenings and i'm just to lazy to spill it all out. anyways, now i'm in uni and i'm in the computer lab waiting for my replacement class that will be held at 3pm later and waited since 11am. so i'm feeling pretty free right now and since i have nothing special in mood to do, i shall update my blog briefly a little.

During the end of august, ya exact end on the 31st, dear celebrated his birthday and invited some friends to his place as also a mean for his farewell before he left for UK. The reason that it is being brought forward a day after his real birth date is because he just came back from ipoh on that morning itself. so he brought me out for a date to celebrate it together with me and we went for lunch at bangsar village. A nice one.

the wine we were holding came with the set lunch :)
-like jakuns showing off wine- haha!!

king's appetizer. love this! i don't fancy mushrooms, but this is seriously superbly delicious.
my dear loves it loads (among all his love for mushrooms)

later that evening, is his celebration with friends and family at his place.

a picture with the family :]

Happy Belated Birthday My Dear, Hope You Had A Great One. ;)

and...
September oh september,
alot of sad happenings mainly. it has been a tough month, till now trying to remain calm and try to overcome my emotions. sigh.

first of all, my dear king, yes, my darling boyfriend, my other half, left for UK at 17th September this month. yes, what kevin said is true, even since the beginning i choose to be with him, i should already expect that this day will come one day. and it came, or maybe i'm not ready to face with the reality but just wanna remain able to see him everyday and spend all those happy memories with him almost every single day and my life is filled with such joy and laughter.

so the day came, or even few weeks before, few days before, and also on that day itself, i was crying endlessly-terribly. i know it's hard for him itself cos my tears made him even more hard for him. but he tried his best to ask his friends to take good care of me. even now when he's there he constantly calls me to remind me that he loves me loads. thanks dear for all the effort you put through. :)

for the past 1 week before we left, we did a lot of things to fully utilize our time together. some of it are like taking our portrait picture and also going for a morning walk at the park. of course there are loads more. like everyday ^^"

one of our potrait picture taken. all in all, hardly to nice a really nice shot. cos its a normal photo taking shop which only takes your photos, no photoshop, no make up, no hair do, no anything. haha. but its ok. the thing that makes up the picture is the both of us. :)

Taman Jaya-

and us- at the sweet park.

it's a nice place to take a walk in the morning especially.

Filled with lots of facilities, some like in the picture, and loads more i don't normally see in parks ya know. so cool right.

and at the 17th itself,

at the airport.

Thanks to all my& king's nice and sweet friends that cared so much. thanks for those concerning calls i get. thanks.
yes, like what everyone tried to comfort me bout looking at the bright side, i'm going to UK to visit him very soon. ya, very soon. so, just gather more courage for myself to get used to it now. hopefully, i can. :)

Secondly, a friend of mine, or to be specific, my sis's ex, Choo Jian Yi, passed away last week (18/9/09). It was really a very shocking incident. it's not like he had any sicknesses till the death is expected, but this is a totally unexpected fast death. He was involved in an accident. A reckless driver who was speeding, driving a MPV banged him while he was crossing the road back to monash with a bunch of friends. for more information bout what happened, read this blog.

Choo Jian Yi, when i first knew him i think it was before i studied MUFY, when was still in Ipoh and went to visit my sis when she was still studying there. He always like to cari gaduh with me but he is actually very nice. whenever i called him to ask for any help, he will always help me. and also it can be seen so obvious that he really really sayang my sis very much. I remember he always like to "nonsense" like those times when i wanted to pay fees, he will follow me to financial counter just to kacau, and i saw him at the badminton club booth i don't believe that he's the president but he talk a lot of crap making me even more suspicious, also i remember on valentine's day countdown to my birthday, he followed all the way just to show the way to the look up point and did so much for me on my birthday -thanks, and i remember when i did not wash my car for some time and the dirt on my car is so visible, one morning i wanted to drive my car to uni, i saw at every window even at the windscreen and at the back, is being filled with the word "HELLO!!", "HI", and after a few days wondering how come, he messaged me at msn and..its him! and loads more..

and during last friday at the hospital, i was suddenly feeling so unacceptable of his death and i cried. there were lots of students there, mainly from his engineering faculty, even lecturers as well. so many people cried and mourned there. he was a really nice and cheerful guy that makes people kik sei and laugh at the same time. it's so hard to accept the fact. hope my sis is feeling alright. she cried a lot and is still down bout it. i know it's hard, even for his friends, somemore he sayang my sis so much, it's gonna be tough for her. :(

Rest In Peace

Choo Jian Yi
(1987-2009)

You'll always be remembered.

YAY!! i shall intro my new lappie. It's the Samsung N110, a 10" mini lappie which i can now carry around and put in my handbag without much hassle. Well, i'm still using my old lappie in my room for watching and downloading some movies. Also, bout' this new Samsung lappie which i've got it from the PC Fair on Saturday, it's battery can last up to 9.5hours hence i can now bring it to uni or wherever i go without the need to carry the power adapter wherever i go. so cool right? The keypad is nicer to type than those others mini lappie i've seen(so far in the PC fair) due to the spaces and all its like almost the same as normal lappie. This is so far the most worth it compared to other mini atom lappies in the PC Fair from its specs and the gifts they gave me. =D

Because of analysing between so many different brands in the PC Fair, i'm actually quite tired that day, from morning till evening non stop walking up and down through the crowds and all. And at last ended up with my current Samsung N110!!! weee~ hee~

I would like to thank my daddy and my mommy for allowing me to purchase and contributing the money for me to purchase this lappie. Also, i would like to thank

my dearest king for accompanying me and helping me throughout the day. Not forgetting this nice friends which Joven and Edward for bringing us there(Joven drove) and also for helping out in analysing, and following us up and down. THANKSSS!! =D

Some images of Samsung N110 i got from Google search images:

And this is mine:

lappie with the external optical dvd drive

2 boxes of gifts i got

the first box of stuffs they gave which includes: a mouse, a headphone, a usb hub, a keyboard protector, and some stuffs to clean my lappie.

and....the size compared to my body xD

That's it bout' my lappie.

Yesterday, while fetching me to go for lunch, dear's car's tyre 'exploded'. We were halfway on the flyover of the LDP so we couldn't stop and slowly drove the car at a very slow speed like was barely moving, and after the flyover we tried to keep left to stop somewhere nearby to change the tyre. It's quite hard cos there were so many cars during that peak lunch time and we got so many people's attention in their cars as we can see their amused look. haha.

Scary right..there's a layer totally out on both corners of this tyre. And while we were in the car we could smell some strong rubber smell and saw some rubber particles flying. @@ Thank God we're save. =)

Random: condo's dirty water.

Took this when i wanted to brush my teeth.was waiting for the water to turn into a 'clean' colour but waited so long still so dirty so went back to my room, took my hp, and snap it. This was when it was better already cos i was late in snapping it, earlier it was totally brown!!! so..ewww!! =/

ps. i am craving for ipoh home cooked foods by daddy mommy...herbal chicken..fried rice...porridge with cabbage & carrot...french toast...etc!!! i wanna go back to Ipoh and EAT!!!!!! T.T